Hey sassy Tacos, it’s me Graysbygrace your very own rainbow..wait..what? I am blogging on a Monday!
Its been a while..I am actually glad I am blogging and starting again runaway Girl series! Um, lately I have been busy thinking, studying and setting up a better efficient time management. I am ready to change and accept what ever God will gift me in this Path. Yes, I completed grade 12 and waiting for the results to come out. To tell you the truth I do not know when I will be buying that newspaper but this was a long fight. It is time to rest and enter a new path.
Creativity which I lost!
I guess, somewhere around I lost my creativity and my goals in life. Sometimes just waking up and being inspired can influence you in a positive way but have this negative glitch. Let me explain it before you get lost..I explored about artists on Instagram, Youtube and found new things I can try. While trying out these things I lost what I like to do and why I am doing what I am doing but somewhere around I found myself. I also believe my exploration stage has effect me so negative that I lost hope and started comparing my work to other peoples work.
A while back I started a Youtube a channel and had an idea of what I wanted to do. I wanted to Vlog, do challenges and etc but realized something while sitting down and reading my notes. I never achieved my dream of becoming a successful director! Nor a illustrator, a writer but thank God to Diaries and journals! I mean right now I am typing in One Note and I found these interesting ideas for filming..wow..I am excited! After coming out of these realization stage I feel I lost my creative mind. I used to be a dreamer who had her plans. (okay, who is that one person that reads there blog post and finds so many error..sorry this is random but this is what this series is about) I also used to shot out ideas and tried them out. I made sure they worked and if they were not possible then I would write them down and later come back to them. Let me make a confession right now! I had to do an interview to be chosen for an entrance in the Architecture course. I practiced before I entered and the idea was to speak about how I love sketching, fashion designing and graphic design which does not have anything to do with Architecture but look at this way interior design is somehow connected to Architecture and what I do. Instead, I spoke more about Youtube and somehow the people interviewing me asked me about my youtube channel. it was awkward! Spoilers! I was not accepted and I am not upset maybe this is Gods plan. The interesting thing is I love watching people and how they act. I saw that when the people were looking at my video they wanted to see who is this Grace and how is she what she speaks about. Where is the work? Where is the art? Filming? Where is the script? Where is this creative girl? Yes, I know how to sketch but I have to find ways to be more creative then probably I will gain a larger audience and my work may go far.
The question still lies. What do I really want to do in the future and how will I do it? This is actually an early New Year resolution but orighty then! Yes, I want to be a lifestyle blogger who shares my path to all my audience and my blog will have an Arts page where I would post zines, a fashion page which will have all my illustrations and Runaway Girl series- a chance to speak to my audience. As for youtube I want to go into 2d animation and make those fantasy come true. Remember Almid? Well, it will come back ..stay tuned. I once told an arthor I want to write a book, my English teacher told me I could not write ( I mean I still mess up! You can find errors in this blog post) but I am not quitting because I will write that adventures book and Almid Reshanbid is the beginning shall we continue?…
I’ll be seeing you around hope you keep that positivism. Remember to be you, stay true and may the Lord keep you safe in what you do.